At ease with loneliness...

I don’t resist the silence now, I let it stay
It walks beside me softly, in its gentle way
The world still spins in noise I won’t chase
I’ve found my calm in choosing my own pace

Loneliness no longer hurts like it did
It opens up a room where my true thoughts can hid
A place to breathe without needing to prove
That I belong anywhere but where I quietly move

I’ve grown more silent, measured in what I say
My words arrive only when they choose to stay
There’s peace in not being fully known
In standing steady, speaking less, staying grown

And maybe growing up isn’t bright but slow
A soft surrender to the things we can’t control
Just me, unfolding gently where the quiet lies
At ease with loneliness, no tremble, no Goodbyes. 

That somebody’s me

It’s been twenty years but the bond still so strong,
she’s the silent support who always comes along.
She’s high in my priority list and someone who always will be,
I don't know if she knows but That somebody’s me…

She catches my words even when I don't speak em,
how else would she know my feelings and how secretly I keep em.
We understand each others expression, not something everyone can see,
I hope she knows That somebody’s me…

She’s tried her best to adjust and mend, but it is what it is.
Don't ask me what she’s gone through, she’s been through shit.
She’s someone who needs time, someone who would observe the night sea,
I hope she talks to me when in doubt or clarity, cos That somebody’s me

Do'nt try to understand our friendship, please just let it be.
Cos for that girl, that somebody’s me. Yes that somebody’s me…

Loneliness...

How do you know what I am going through, when you ve never seen me cry,
My playlist knows me best, seldom has anyone else tried

Its gotten really hectic, I ve gotten very busy,
I ve tried my best to not be lonely, it’s just not that easy.

But dont get me wrong, Solitude is something I adore,
I enjoy friends company, I enjoy mine more.

I dont wish to glorify loneliness, its not everybody’s cup of tea
Its like a couple of sailors enjoying the tide in the middle of the sea.

Loner being a negative term, I wonder why its so,
It’s addictive I tell you, why don't you try it though?
Sorry I take it back, please don't try it no more…

Pull Yourself Out..

We don’t realise our lives pass by, what is all that about?
How about you shut yourself off for one day and pull yourself out.


When was the last time you said I love you to someone you really do?
How about you call them to hear that “I love you too”.


How about you call that one person you have not spoken to?
Whats the point of holding grudges when our lives already blue.


What if we switch from tread mill to an actual jog in park?
Be romantic, just turn all the lights off and light a candle in the dark.


Let’s try analog in this digital world, let’s be the odd one out?
How about you shut yourself off for one day and just pull yourself out.
Vanish for a day and just pull yourself out…

Come back now...

I said I wouldn't miss you, thought you could catch the bluff,

It's been long, come back now, isn't this enough?

You've been gone for so long, I want to see you again,

But the wait doesn't end here, how do I sustain.

Sweetheart come back now, I don't wanna be alone any more,

I thought some time away would be fun but it's getting sore.

We're addicted to each other now, oh and how,

How can you stay away this long, come back now.

Come back now...

No Strings Attached

Oh she's lovely, someone I absolutely adore,
She was a part of my life, sadly no more.

Oh she's bubbly, someone I absolutely miss,
She was one of the best part of my life, to convey in a gist.

Oh she's passionate, someone I absolutely care,
She was eccentric, someone I wouldn't share.

Oh she's a dancer, someone I'll be a spectator for,
She was my food partner, together we would hog.

Oh she's a little princess, someone I lost,
Come to think over it, I wish I had not,
I just wish I had not...

When your heart just sinks...

And all of a sudden, she decides to go,
Reason as to why, she said she doesn’t know.

We are great as friends, more may not be true,
I ve lost friends cos of love, this is not really new.

Maybe she felt vulnerable, i understand that too,
But my heart is sinking, how can it be adieu?

Now she’s leaving, theres nothing I can do,
Vacant spaces don’t fill, how do I convey that to you,
I wish I could convey that to you...