At ease with loneliness...

I don’t resist the silence now, I let it stay
It walks beside me softly, in its gentle way
The world still spins in noise I won’t chase
I’ve found my calm in choosing my own pace

Loneliness no longer hurts like it did
It opens up a room where my true thoughts can hid
A place to breathe without needing to prove
That I belong anywhere but where I quietly move

I’ve grown more silent, measured in what I say
My words arrive only when they choose to stay
There’s peace in not being fully known
In standing steady, speaking less, staying grown

And maybe growing up isn’t bright but slow
A soft surrender to the things we can’t control
Just me, unfolding gently where the quiet lies
At ease with loneliness, no tremble, no Goodbyes. 

That somebody’s me

It’s been twenty years but the bond still so strong,
she’s the silent support who always comes along.
She’s high in my priority list and someone who always will be,
I don't know if she knows but That somebody’s me…

She catches my words even when I don't speak em,
how else would she know my feelings and how secretly I keep em.
We understand each others expression, not something everyone can see,
I hope she knows That somebody’s me…

She’s tried her best to adjust and mend, but it is what it is.
Don't ask me what she’s gone through, she’s been through shit.
She’s someone who needs time, someone who would observe the night sea,
I hope she talks to me when in doubt or clarity, cos That somebody’s me

Do'nt try to understand our friendship, please just let it be.
Cos for that girl, that somebody’s me. Yes that somebody’s me…