Too long...

I am gonna let the memories go,
I ve been chasing for too long.
I am gonna let the feelings flow,
I can no more be strong.

I am gonna speak n not listen,
I ve been listening for too long.
They say love never ends,
Why can they not be wrong.

I am not gonna be stuck,
I ve been lost for too long,
I am finding my way back,
To the place I belong.

I am gonna shout out loud,
I ve held it within too long,
I am gonna forget u existed,
Something I ve been trying all along.

Rituals and Boundaries

In India, you dont decide your compatibility ,
A piece of paper does that for you, (Kundali)
Referring to just a birth date,
How can it ever be true!!!

Here, you dont decide your fate,
There are knowledgeable people who do,
You ve got to learn to adjust
When you dont agree with it too.

Here, you dont decide on your actions,
There's a big rule book to look through,
Whats the point of opening your eyes,
When you dont have a clear view.

Here, your dont decide your footsteps,
You ve got shoes to fill in to,
They have a different thought as compared to mine,
It may not be true, think about it,
It MAY not be true...

Ultimately...

Lemme be the bad guy who lies this time, you can be true,
Ultimately its just a lonely me and probably a lonely you.

Lemme be the bad guy who splits this time, you can hope for it too,
Ultimately , its one who stays waiting when second bids adieu.

Lemme be the one who disappears from the picture, you may stay in the view,
Ultimately its a picture that fades, something you can see through.

Lemme be the one who breaks promises this time, pretend somehow you knew,
Ultimately i d want to return, maybe just maybe you would want that too.

Things I d do for you

I d travel far to hold you in my arms,
Even if it is just for a while.

I d stay awake to not miss up on you,
Cause without you it feels a lil hostile.

I d smell the air, just to feel you again,
Even if the distance is far as miles.

I d kiss you for the rest of the night,
Even if it is just for a smile.

I d give the rest of my life to you
If that means walking down the aisle.

Part Away...

Just smile at me one last time,
The way you used to all day,
This time just for a moment,
And next thing we do is part away.

Should there be a problem with a hug,
I am not forcing you to stay,
This closeness will keep me happy for some time,
After this, we just go our different ways.

Lets just kiss one last time,
Just a very short one if u say,
I need to feel loved for some time,
And next we just follow our ways.

Why not spend the rest of life together,
Its almost over, lets not delay,
Just for this lifetime be with me,
Next time we ll part our ways.

Worth waiting?

Thinking about ways to forget you,
Tried hooking up, tried dating,
After a while am back to square one,
Are you seriously that much worth waiting?

Sadness doesn't help break ups,
Thought why not try celebrating,
Inside a small part still missed you,
Why are you that much worth waiting?

Mind says burn the memories, heart says don't,
My inners have started advocating,
I am not sure who's winning the battle,
But, you cannot be this much worth waiting.

Finally thought of disliking you,
I tried to think bad, tried hating,
It didn't help the cause at all,
Somehow, your just that much worth waiting.

One more time...

I wanna be with you now,
I wanna make you mine,
Lets become strangers again,
And try just one more time.

Maybe there are many as me,
I don't mind standing in the line,
Lets just forget we knew each other,
Lets just try one more time.

I wanna be addicted to you,
Am sure its gonna be sublime,
Lets be blank wit memories,
Lets just try one more time.

I am not saying it was the best time,
But it surely was worth every dime,
Lose your memory momentarily and think,
Why not try one last time, just one last time...

Too far gone...

They said fight for what's yours,
there ll be enough time to mourn,
I chased the shadow for long,
And now I am too far gone.

They said walk a few steps further,
Or your gonna be alone,
Cant see nobody around now,
Guess I am too far gone.

They said, they sell happiness ahead,
Can i borrow some on loan,
But all I see is drops from here,
I am too far gone, Somehow too far gone...

Wait for a while..

I think of you, and ther are questions in my mind,
Some of them hurt, but eventually i smile,
Then something just pops up,
Can you not wait for a while...

I am not sure if this has ended, I am confused inside,
No i am not trying, I dont wanna make you mine,
I know you cant wait no more,
But can you not just delay for some time.

You need not answer, I dont want words
Ill read your silence, now it doesnt hurt,
Its tough fighting emotions, baby I am trying,
Can you not just cancel this time.

Your happy now, but things dont remain the same,
I am lonely right now, but how are you to blame,
I ve tried enough, I am letting go off you now,
Maybe your worth holding on, i just dont know how,
Sorry, But I dont know how...

Promises

Strangers are born, bonds dont hold
How can promises ever grow old.

DIstance catches up, Heart gets cold,
Its hard to imagine how promises grow old.

Relationships are in past, now only stories are told,
They say, some promises do get old.

Wear a mask, here behaviour is controlled.
Guess few promises are forced to grow old.

Its a market of words, where feelings are sold.
Yes, today, promises do get old.

Negative but special.

No, i didnt lose myself, I just lost my track,
I dont have my heart broken, just some minor cracks.

No, i havent fallen in love, I ve forgotten the art,
It wasnt meant to be, i knew it from the start.

No, i havent given up, I just let you go,
I m happier this way, I hope you know.

No, i dont want sympathies, I just need to smile,
No regrets, just wish i didnt love you all this while.

Love Battle

I am gonna fight the battle,
With armour that I possess,
strength that I lack,
I just need words to get her back.

She made her moves swiftly,
I tried to make some too,
No regrets, just a small flashback,
I need words to get her back.

Fight claimed the trophy,
As Both the fighters we lost,
Eventually life does comes on track,
But I wish I had, words to get her back.

I am putting my guns down now,
I ve stopped the attack,
Once upon a time,
I wished I had words to get her back...

Dont get close to me.

To first care and leave, there have been many,
Dont get close to me, I dont need no company...

I ve been through the time when loneliness was fun,
Dont get close to me, there aint no games to be won...

I am no more in the sweet list swthrt, I already quit,
Dont get close to me, if finally we r gonna split...

I wonder if your gonna leave while m sleeping,
You know what,
Please dont get close to me if your gonna meet me only while m dreaming...