Worth waiting?

Thinking about ways to forget you,
Tried hooking up, tried dating,
After a while am back to square one,
Are you seriously that much worth waiting?

Sadness doesn't help break ups,
Thought why not try celebrating,
Inside a small part still missed you,
Why are you that much worth waiting?

Mind says burn the memories, heart says don't,
My inners have started advocating,
I am not sure who's winning the battle,
But, you cannot be this much worth waiting.

Finally thought of disliking you,
I tried to think bad, tried hating,
It didn't help the cause at all,
Somehow, your just that much worth waiting.