Whats the point of growing up...

I miss the person I gave my best to,
so much efforts but all in vain,
What was the point of growing up again!

I miss the person I d still go numb for,
But its all loss, nothing to gain,
Pls temme what's the point of growing up again.

I miss the person who shopped for happiness,
Now there's nothing left to bargain,
what's the point of growing up again.

I miss the person who just doesn't care,
They said i must be insane,
Sorry but what was the point of growing up again!