Khuda tu nahi...

Chalo bhool jayen pyar ko yaar ki khatir,
Unhone kaha, hum khuda se darte hai,
Ab kya bataun ye kehne se pehle,
Unke muskurane ka andaaz wahi tha...

Sabne kaha, wo khush hai mere bina,
Upar wale ne har khushi di use,
Kaise samjhaun, wo mehfilo me hasta hai,
Aise jab wo roya, koi uske saath nahi tha...

Jab poocha maine khuda se,
Wo mera hai toh mujhe hasil kyun nahi,
Aawaz aai, apno se door hona,
Yahan ka riwaaz yahi tha...

Kaise maan lu, wo upar wala sab theek kar dega,
Haalat dekh meri use rehen nahi aati,
Badal gaya ya humesha se,
Janab ka mijaaz yahi tha...

Meri hi galti thi...

Tauhmat na daal mere yaar par,
shayad meri hi galti thi,
Unhone kaha, ruko thoda,
yara mujhe hi jaldi thi.

Unhe apni mohabbat par shak tha,
Humse mauhlat ki arzi thi,
Unhone kaha, sambhal jao,
yara mujhe hi jaldi thi.

Unhe khabar thi kahin se,
ye rishta ek galti thi,
Aage kuch ho na paega,
par, mujhe hi jaldi thi.

Chalo khatam karen ye ab,
Unki ye ek marzi thi,
Hum unhe rok na paye,
Unhe jane ki jaldi thi. 
Yara, unhe jane ki jaldi thi...

Shefalis topic, my poem...:)

I didn't know i got over you,
But finally i did,
It doesn't beat a bit faster,
It doesn't feel any lighter.

Silence spoke earlier,
Now words are quieter,
Knots of love were lose,
Its funny hatreds tighter.

No more tears,
No bad memories,
Eyes water only when m laughing,
Past has just made me stronger.

Dont ask me to be frens,
It doesnt help the cause,
It doesnt beat a bit faster,
N surely doesnt feel lighter...

From just frens to still frens...

When everything was smooth, people wondered,

They are closer than they pretend,

With a sarcastic smile u answer,

No, we are JUST FRIENDS.

When everything was getting messy, they said,

Massive egos, one of them will bend,

With a confident look you confirm,

No, we are BEST FRIENDS.

Now when it’s almost over, they assume,

Breaking up is the latest trend,

With a forceful smile, you answer,

No, we are GOOD FRIENDS.

Now when people wonder what’s wrong,

is this where everything ends?

With a drop of tear u answer,

No, we are STILL FRIENDS...

Lets end it now...

Fine, lets end it now,
I m sure ill be fine,
I ll shell my heart,
I promise this time.

You dont need to worry,
Will disturb you no more,
m trying to maintain distance,
i succeed, my memories dont.

I dont wanna be in past,
I wanna be able to sleep,
Hoping it wont hurt so bad
It wont hurt so deep.

Am sure it ll get better,
I m sure i wont cry,
In a couple of months,
I wont wanna die.

Time will heal my scars,
ones that havent healed as yet,
I cherish what happened,
not repenting, n no regrets.

From the past

i try my best, best to not look at ur name on the chat,
i try my best, best to not read the messages u sent,
i try my best, best to not look at our pictures,
But i fail, guess my best is not good enough.

i try my best, best to keep you away from my mind,
i try my best, best to not think about you,
i try my best, best to smile witout you,
But i fail, guess my best is not good enough.

i try my best, best to not blush when i think of you,
i try my best, best to not sing the song that reminds me of you,
i try my best, best to be happy wen ur not around,
But i fail, guess my best is not good enough.

I know its not good enough,
I know i fail, i know i lose.
But lifes not gonna be the same without you,
And frankly i dont want it to...

Love you no more...

Reason is wat was pending, u prefered to ignore
I didnt wanna be even, i lost the score.

We'll be together, there were promises we swore,
It did hurt a lot, i will pretend no more.

Not that strong, but am here to explore,
I’m fighting emotions like I never fought before. 

Its not about the hurt, scars gotta cure,
I m not supposed to,
No, m not suppposed to love you no more...

Words...

Every nite, every moment,
i look for words, words to say to you,
words  that ll let u know how i feel,
words that ll get me memories i wanna steal,,
words that ll convey how much u mean,
words that ll lend me ur shoulder to lean.

But i guess u read my words, witout me sayin em,
i know you know wat i mean, witout me utterin em,
so pls think abt it, ask urselfif m worthy of thee...

Just 4 lines... Will be updated soon.

I love her so much it hurts,
it aint easy pretending tough.

May be she loves me too,
but sometimes tats just not enough...

My heart was broken too...

I ve shed a lot of tears,
Cried for her in the loo
I ve broken a lot of hearts,
Mine was broken too...

All this while i knew this guy,
Not sure what others called him,
i called him me,
guess i lost him, while looking for you...

Is this a sign of all the mistakes i made,
If it is, Why not, i m guilty,
You feel it was an easy ride,
Pls dont, dont ask wat i ve been thru...

I know i ve made you cry,
I know i ve hurt u at times,
My be she thought i was lying,
But yes, swthrt it was true...

How long its gonna take to be normal,
I havent got a clue,
Yes, I ve broken some hearts,
Not sure if i deserve, but mine is broken too