From the past

i try my best, best to not look at ur name on the chat,
i try my best, best to not read the messages u sent,
i try my best, best to not look at our pictures,
But i fail, guess my best is not good enough.

i try my best, best to keep you away from my mind,
i try my best, best to not think about you,
i try my best, best to smile witout you,
But i fail, guess my best is not good enough.

i try my best, best to not blush when i think of you,
i try my best, best to not sing the song that reminds me of you,
i try my best, best to be happy wen ur not around,
But i fail, guess my best is not good enough.

I know its not good enough,
I know i fail, i know i lose.
But lifes not gonna be the same without you,
And frankly i dont want it to...