Lets end it now...

Fine, lets end it now,
I m sure ill be fine,
I ll shell my heart,
I promise this time.

You dont need to worry,
Will disturb you no more,
m trying to maintain distance,
i succeed, my memories dont.

I dont wanna be in past,
I wanna be able to sleep,
Hoping it wont hurt so bad
It wont hurt so deep.

Am sure it ll get better,
I m sure i wont cry,
In a couple of months,
I wont wanna die.

Time will heal my scars,
ones that havent healed as yet,
I cherish what happened,
not repenting, n no regrets.